Decision Time?

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Heber13 wrote:

SilentDawning wrote:

you don’t have to act immediately. No one is going to run you over if you don’t decide now. Take your time.

nibbler wrote:

I will say that the itch died down with time. I had to let the fire burn up all available oxygen before it started to die down. I had to get to a place where the obsession burnt me up. I eventually got tired or even bored with the obsession

I would agree with both these ideas. It may feel new to us and even something urgent that needs to be told to someone, or decisions made, or changes so others treat us different…and yet…just like wanting to make a decision to buy a car when you’re emotional about it…it is sometimes good to give it time before making an emotional decision when emotions tend to change over time. Rationally and logically, are there pressing reasons to make a change?

Heber, I think I have just been getting into my own head too much. And it’s not a change so much, just a decision of where I think I am right now. Your questions you posted helped me think about it, and what I wrote is what I believe for now. I think also I decided to just leave this all alone for a while. I have a whole Amazon wish list of books I thought I wanted to read, but I have lost the desire to engage in it for now.

I took a walk in the woods with my 2 year old yesterday and I love being in nature. It is where I feel the closest to whatever there might be out in the universe and where the wonder of the universe and nature and how amazing it is draws me in. And it was nice to just be in awe for a bit and to be with my little boy. That was heavenly and my hope is in a deity that would let us continue to be with each other as equals. That is all that I know…

I am going to start another thread for reading suggestions (since I need something to read).

-SBRed

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