Thanks for the support everyone. I’m feeling some anxiety right now trying to figure out what to do.
I really don’t feel like I have the time that would need to go into being camp director. I love girls camp, but it is a lot of work. I guess somewhere along the way I picked up the belief that it would be selfish to say no to callings. I guess that means my anxiety is from the fear of being judged or confronted about my choice.
I also still haven’t told the primary prez that I can’t do ST every 2nd Sunday.
I’m not sure if DH has called the trek people, yet. That one is on him.
This is a good learning experience. 