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February 28, 2014 at 7:14 pm #281132
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Guesthope wrote:I feel so free. I feel as if I am stepping out of a black & white movie into a world of color I never before knew existed.

Welcome! I am so glad you found us. I am glad you are finding the support helpful.
Yep, have you seen PleasantVille? And didn’t someone mention the Matrix. I feel that I am also viewing the world in color for the first time and enjoying thoughts that once scared me. I feel like I am able and free to use my entire brain and not have it be stunted in anyway. That sounds harsh, but that is how I personally feel. That is the way seeing in black and white effected me. I took EVERYTHING literally. I spent an entire weekend in fetal position crying as if someone had died. (That someone was me…, my child like beliefs and faith). I still go in and out of the grieving process. This group has been a tremendous support.
I feel the same way, and so many of the responses resonated with me as if they were my own writings. I don’t have much to add b/c they seemed to cover what I would say.
March 2, 2014 at 8:44 pm #281133Anonymous
Guesthope wrote:…The latest mind blowing realization comes on the heels of many others. I want to laugh and cry in the same breath, and sometimes I want to hide under the covers and cry. Mostly though I feel SO happy for this unexpected journey. I haven’t always felt this way and ‘it wasn’t always mine’ (a favorite phrase from the movie, The Book Thief). The ‘it’ I am referring to is this journey. But now it is my journey and I completely own it and am embracing it fully.
I feel so free. I feel as if I am stepping out of a black & white movie into a world of color I never before knew existed.

welcome to the middle way. some say that it is a temporary place, but i have been wayfaring for many years, and i love it.isaiah 35:8, 10 wrote:And an highway shall be there, and a way, and it shall be called The way of holiness; the unclean shall not pass over it; but it shall be for those: the
wayfaringmen, though fools, shall not err therein. And the ransomed of the Lord shall return, and come to Zion with songs and everlasting joy upon their heads: they shall obtain joy and gladness, and sorrow and sighing shall flee away. March 3, 2014 at 1:11 am #281134Anonymous
GuestPhilosophically speaking the existence of NOTHING can be proven. Therefore arguably nothing is real, and perhaps illusion. That’s the premise of The Matrix and much oriental religion. March 3, 2014 at 2:49 am #281135Anonymous
Guesthope wrote:I know when I listen to certain music or am out in nature or feel & express love, I am moved to tears and feel a massive tug on my heart strings.
Hi, hope – Glad you’re here, and I just want to say that music has proved to be rock and refuge for me.
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